There’s a time when every girl learns to use her head
Tears will be saved till they’re better spent
There’s no time for her to be afraid
So instead, she takes care of business
Keeps a cool head
A girl in trouble is a temporary thing
- A Girl in Trouble (Is a Temporary Thing), Romeo Void
What happens after a 14-year-old Catholic schoolgirl falls for a boy she meets at a dance? If that girl was me, nothing. I never saw the boy again. I’d love to know what happened to Jimmy, the Fred Astaire to my Ginger Rogers.
April 6/83
Well, it’s the third time O’Toole’s coming to check you and he better give us a good mark. Did you happen to see E.M. today? He shouldn’t have cut his hair. He looks like a fag, but he’s still cute. We had to do a rough draft of our essay. You think I did it? No-o-o-o, but I’m not alone. Me, Mary + Mark are in the same league. Exams tomorrow, Eng. + French — I hate French. Well, I’m bored and there’s nothing to write in you. Bye!
P.S. I got a 70% in history essay!
April 14/83
I just got sent down to the office by Conte — bitch, just because I didn’t have the proper shirt on — ooh! Next time they’ll probably send me down to the state prison where I’ll probably have to wear the blouse all my life — aghh! Then I come to the office and the secretary goes “Where’s your blouse?” and I go, “At home,” and she goes “How come it’s at home,” and I just shrug my shoulders and she asks me where I live and I say “Jane + Finch,” and then she goes, “Oh, that’s not far, you have to go home and change.” Then I started to get worried and she saw me and asks me what’s wrong, and I say nothing and — oh well, to make a long story short, she got soft on me and now I have a detention = 7:45. C’est la vie! Oh — I got these white pants, quite baggy at the top but tight at the bottom with zippers and it came with a black belt with a polka-dot buckle and then a polka-dot top for the dance tomorrow — I’ll tell you all about it when I get home. Bye!
April 18/83
I’m in love! Yes, you can see from the party! Well, there was this gorgeous, I mean gorgeous, guy named Jimmy who looked like he belonged in Duran Duran (me + Joanne jumped when we figured that out). People told me that I looked: good, like Marilyn Monroe, the best, cute, etc. (well, what can I do?) Well there were lots of couples: Frank & Edda, Vince & Mariela, Daniela & Vessio (???) I know, she likes Joe, but I guess she was all mixed up, Lila & Juliano (ha, ha), Danny & Mary, Mark and Irma’s sister, Me + Jimmy (well, kind of). First he asked me to dance and after I was told I was lucky by Daniela, Joanne, Edda (?), Lydia and others. Then we asked each other at the same time (embarrasment, man) and they played three, 3, III! slow songs in a row! and we wouldn’t stop, man! (I mean dancing). He was rubbing my back, pulling me tighter, oh, I gotta stop before I faint! Bye!
Apr. 20/83
Chello! People are telling me that I had Jimmy all night at the dance and they think he likes me, but I hear everybody saying that he likes Irma too. Oh well! Marisa C– knows him and she said that we was in grade 9 and goes to Emery. This isn’t just a crush, man. I got to meet him! Guess what — I’m getting a pair of dyed pants, so is my mother, which reminds me today is her 37th Birthday. Yup, we got her a card, but that’s all she wanted. We have soccer practice tonight in this freezing weather, it’s like playing in the North Pole! Do you wanna know a secret — whoao. Do you promise not to tell — (Lennon + McCartney). Well here it is (my marks)
Exam/Term
His = 70%/71%
Fre=73.9%/71%
Math=78%/72%
Typing= ~/76%?
Eng.=72%/85%
Gym= ~ /79% ???
Religion=73%/80%
Science=67%/56%! — Sad
Bye!
April 26(?)/83
Ooh! My feet are killing me! These stupid shoes are making my blisters worst. There is really not much to write about. Maybe I’ll write in you tomorrow. In the meantime, I’ll take a gander at past entries. Bye.
April 28/83
I’m in TROU-BLE! I was supposedly going to study for my science quiz today in study. But what do the do? They have to change the bloody schedule! Now I can’t even study. I think all of this is a plan, so the teachers can see which ones of us studied and which ones of us didn’t. And then do you think O’Toole would give us some time off of Eng. to study? No-o-o-o! Well, c’est la vie! Anyway, I’m in trouble! I don’t know who to go for! E.M. or Jimmy! Next dance is next month, and say if they’re both there! If I hang around Boogie much longer, I’ll catch all of her problems. And to top all that, I have Pink Eye and I can’t wear eyeliner, and without eyeliner, I look dead! Well, I gotta split. Bye!